Priscilla goes on to emphasize the amount of time Gideon would have taken to prepare a meal (fresh goat!!!) only to have the Angel of the Lord tell him to pour it out on a rock. All that hard work and it wasn't even it eaten! True, through the beauty of hindsight we can see that God accepted the gift, just not the way Gideon expect.
Part of me wonders if I did something wrong...I am like the religious leaders in John, wondering who sinned, me or my hubby. Could I have done something differently...tried harder, eaten differently, exercised more... And then I hear God's calming voice, that this is did not surprise Him, this is not a punishment, and He will use it for His glory. I am coming to the realization that sometimes He uses what we give in a way that is unexpected but is more beautiful than we can ever imagine.
People talk about how God is creating a tapestry and how each of us are part of a larger story, a bigger picture. I love this analogy. Crocheting is currently my stress-reliever and while I don't make tapestries, I do make shawls and blankets. A simple stitch makes a functional blanket, but it is not overly beautiful. The more complicated the pattern, the more that is required from the yarn. In fact,
lacy patterns require the yarn to be dampened and stretched, forcing the fibers to become something new. I want my kiddos to be part of the beautiful story that God is creating, but in order to do that I need to invest time to prepare them, lead them to Lord, let go and watch what the Lord does.
Lord, give me the strength as You work in the lives of these precious gifts I have given back to You.
And the Angel of the God said to him,"Take the meat and the unleavened bread and lay them on the rock, and pour out the broth." And he did so. Then the Angel of the Lord put out the end of the staff taht was in His hand, and touched the meat and the unleavened bread; and fire rose out of the rock and consumed the meat and the unleavened bread...
Judges 6:20-21